Crisis!

Okay, nothing truly serious is going on, but it's been eating me up the past couple weeks and I need input, and pronto, I have to make a decision in the next couple days. So, my naive hopes of actually getting the job at the NC aquarium were dashed last week when I received the standard rejection letter from them. But, on the heels of that, I have been offered the job of assistant manager at the Project Puffin Visitor Center. This would mean going to Maine for about the same amount of time, just working at the Center, talking to people and also setting up interpretive programs and such for them. All in all, it's not a bad offer. It doesn't pay much (non-profit!), and it doesn't come with the excitement of last year, nor does it mean I've actually moved out of my parent's house. I have reservations about it, feeling that it's just doesn't seem like the right decision. But, at the same time, nothing else is happening and I might as well be making money while I still work on finding the next job. And this different position won't hurt my resume, since I'll be creating some educational programs from scratch at a sort of pilot project for Audubon, as well as being able to say that I have experience with supervising others. But, then again it's at the same place as my last job, which makes me feel like it's the safe choice and I wouldn't be taking the risk I need to. And, obviously my other option is to hold out and wait for another opportunity to present itself.

I've been going back and forth over this, so, much like Sarah, I just need some thoughts on it to help give me a push in one direction or another. In the meantime, I'm going to sign up to do some substitute teaching, as scary as that sounds. I want to update more, but right now this is the only thing I can think of. PLEASE TELL ME YOUR THOUGHTS!!! SOON!!!